The "Lost" Diary -- Cabin Fever

LostHey, Daniel from TMZ here -- welcome to another edition of the "Lost" Diary.

I've had a really hard time writing this part of the Diary and I think that goes back to the fact that I have had a hard time putting my finger on this season. Flashforwards are unpredictable, the Losties are spread out in many different places, the Freighter is looming and Jacob is hanging over my head worse than final exams. I don't think I have had less of a clue of what is going to happen from week to week than I do now.

For all you "Lost" Diary newbies, here's how it goes: I gather with a group of friends watching "Lost," writing what happens on the show as it happens, and throwing in my two cents along the way. For the third week in a row, I am flying solo tonight -- I just can't stay up late enough to watch it with a whole group of people.

10:02 -- My clock says 10:02, but I think "Grey's Anatomy" is still on. I don't think I can handle Locke with McNickname.

10:03 -- "His name is John!" -- Locke's mom

10:04 -- Three minutes into the show and we have our first Locke/Ben scene. As far as I am concerned, that's a good sign for a good episode.

10:05 -- We're back on the freighter and frankly it's about time. Whatever happened with Michael?

10:06 -- As to be expected, Michael is chained to a pipe in a room. Seems like he got off easy ... til now.

10:07 -- Keamy pulled the trigger, there were bullets in the gun, but the gun didn't fire. Just saying.

10:12 -- Locke encounters Horace in the woods, building a cabin. You might remember Horace as the guy who was there when Ben was born, helped Ben's dad get a job with Dharma, and there was one other thing. What was it? Oh yeah -- he died in the Purge!!!

10:13 -- And he's completely aware of the fact he's dead. And now we know the Purge was 12 years ago.

10:14 -- "Godspeed, John." -- Horace. And it was all a dream. Yeah, right.

10:15 -- "I used to have dreams." -- Ben

10:16 -- A fairly innocuous scene about how even when Locke was in an incubator people treated him like crap has just been kicked up a gazillion notches because RICHARD WAS THERE!!! So many questions ...

10:17 -- "He did it." Locke explaining the Purge to Hurley. There's something about a mass grave that rubs me the wrong way. I just can't put my finger on it.

10:21 -- "Mind if I show you a couple of neat things?" -- Richard to Locke. I am pretty sure that's a line preferred by some of the finest pedophiles in all the land.

10:24 -- I stand by belief that any scene of "Lost" over two minutes is just phenomenal. This one was no exception. I wonder what those items mean in the grand scheme of things? The vial of sand could relate to the sand around Jacob's cabin. Not sure if I get the compass yet. Oh, and I'll have a theory about Alpert/Dharma later on.

10:25 -- Though I am willing to bet Locke will find the compass on Horace's body.

10:26 -- Nope, he just found cabin blueprints instead. Not sure how that helps.

10:27 -- So Keamy's a d**k, right? Anyway, he's picked up the secondary objective and he says that in it, Widmore explains where Ben is headed. Does Widmore know where the cabin is? How could he?

10:28 -- The captain, who seems on the level, now wants to help Sayid and Desmond. Next time Keamy leaves for the island, the captain should just sail off. That's what I'd do.

10:33 -- Every time Locke and Ben talk lately, I can't decide if Ben likes Locke or hates him. On the one hand, it's like Locke is now Jacob's new favorite and he's jealous. On the other, he sees Locke as being the person who can save him and island.

10:34 -- It's high school now and life still sucks for John Locke. Dr. Alpert has eye on Locke, but his guidance counselor keeps telling him what he can't be. What are the odds this scene ends with John saying, "Don't tell me what I can't do"?

10:35 -- "Don't tell me what I can't do!" -- Locke. Too easy.

10:36 -- What the hell are they strapping to Keamy? Prediction: Lawnmower Man takes one for the team and crashes that helicopter into a mountain or something.

10:37 -- With everything that has gone on, would you want to ride that little dinky boat back to the island? I'd take my chances on the freighter.

10:42 -- "Destiny is a fickle bitch." -- Ben. Someone has lost their mojo, big time.

10:43 -- "Cabin." -- Hurley

10:44 -- Giant leap forward in our flashback and Locke is in rehab. And the voice of that nurse can't get past me (thank you, "The Wire") -- it's Abaddon, the guy who visited Hurley in the mental ward and recruited all the Freighter people. Creepy.

10:45 -- "You need to go on a Walkabout." -- Abaddon to Locke

10:46 -- "When you're ready, Mr. Locke, you'll listen to what I'm saying. And then, when you and me run into each other again, you'll owe me one." -- Abaddon to Locke

10:49 -- After a tense stand-off on the boat, and the morse code message coming true, Lawnmower Man is going to fly Keamy and company back to the island. I stand by my prediction -- they never make it.

10:52 -- Back on the beach Jack has recovered nicely and everyone has gathered on the shore to watch the helicopter. I can't wait to see the look on their faces when it explodes.

10:53 -- Nope. Instead, Lawnmower Man throws them a sat phone so they can find Keamy. I like my idea better.

10:54 -- Hurley and Ben are passing on going into the cabin.

10:55 -- And do you know whose voice that is? It's Christian Shephard, but he says he ain't Jacob -- just his publicist.

10:56 -- CLAIRE!!!!!

10:57 -- "How do I save the island?" -- Locke

10:58 -- Great little scene between Hurley and Ben. Candy bars, bringing fat people and mass murders together for generations.

10:59 -- "He wants us to move the island." -- Locke. Sounds reasonable enough.

Everyone watches TV for a different reason. Me, I can't stand shows that wrap up their show in a neat little bow every week and solve the murder and everyone is happy. I like long-reaching story lines that last for awhile. I want my television to make me work a little bit.

At its best, "Lost" is that show (and then some). What I loved most about tonight's episode is that it focused entirely on the mythology of the show. Seeing Richard and Abaddon in Locke's flashbacks was awesome. Watching Locke and company search for the cabin was fantastic. This is the kind of episode I enjoy.

Thus, I am giving tonight's ep an A -- watching Ben react to Locke's journey tonight was fascinating. Seeing Richard again gave me goosebumps. I hope every episode from here on out focuses on the same kinds of things that tonight's did.

Here's my thing with Richard tonight (besides the fact he seemingly never ages). He was off the island. We have been told the submarine is the only way on and off the island, but Locke was a baby some 45 years ago and the Purge only happened 12 years ago. Didn't Dharma arrive on the island in the 70s? So shouldn't Richard not have had access to the sub yet? Is this proof there is another way off the island? Or am I missing something?

Anyway, here is my question to you this week -- Are you like me in that the more an episode of "Lost" delves into the mythology of the show, the better it is?

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31. There was definitely a big change in Claire..either she is dead or Christian told her the "big" picture, so she understands her/Aaron's role. Also, how long before did the doctor wash up on the beach? Keamy threw the Doctor in the water right before they left, but the doctor's body got there (how long?) long before them....I know there is something funky with freighter vs. island time...but they left the freighter the same time...and I'd think a helicopter would get there faster! Questions and more questions...I loved this episode...who can't with Des, Sayid, Locke, Hurley and BEN!!

Posted at 1:23PM on May 9th 2008 by mjn

32. I loved last night's episode!! Anything with as little of Kate and Jack in it are good for me!
NM that last night's show was just awesome though. I also really enjoy it more when there is more supernatural stuff going on. It makes the show more mysterious and fun b/c you can't explain it all w/ science. It leaves your imagination to run wild.

I dunno what Richard is, but it was surprising to see him SO upset when boy Locke picked the knife.
That whole scene reminded me of an episode of King of the Hill and the movie Little Buddha.
King of the hill b/c there is one episode where these monks come b/c they think Bobby is their reincarnated something and they spread out these items and tell him to choose one, and of course they're wanting him to choose the one that belonged to the dead guy.
And also, in Little Buddha... if I remember right (I've only seen the movie once a LONG time ago heh)... they have 3 kids who they say are all 3 of them reincarnated Buddha.

Maybe Richard and such are trying to find reincarnated Jacob's? Or maybe they're trying to find some other person we don't know about yet. Like the person who has 4 toes on their foot.

Also.... Claire was acting SO weird. Why wasn't she scared about her baby? She just totally gave him away and couldn't give a flying crap about it?

Posted at 1:29PM on May 9th 2008 by LisaL

33. I was really addicted to this show. After being on, not on, new show, repeat, not knowing when it was on again. It lost me.
They should have kept to a schedule like most other shows that are on tv.

Posted at 1:28PM on May 9th 2008 by Lisa

34. I agree there's something going on with Claire, but I'm not totally convinced she ~ or Christian either, for that matter ~ is dead. She was completely different in the cabin than she's even been on the show before, that's for sure. Her sort of knowing grin, totally cocky and un-Claire like, was a bit creepy. And is there any significance, I wonder, to the fact that when the sat phone was thrown from the copter, it crushed Claire's beach hut? If it's true that the writers never do anything by chance, than that must mean something ~ but what??
I definitely think Richard is part of something much deeper, and older, on the island than the Dharma Initiative, and has other means besides the sub of traveling between the island and the "real world".
Interesting catch about Locke & Ben both having mothers named Emily. If that's true, could they be brothers?? It would make a weird sort of sense.
I have no idea where they're going with all this, but it's a fun ride so I'm just going to go with it!

Posted at 1:27PM on May 9th 2008 by mommykate

35. Hey, Eric #26...sorry you don't like the show, but there are MORE than enough of us who love it...so, here's a suggestion...change the channel or read a book!

Posted at 1:29PM on May 9th 2008 by mjn

36. Jen: yes, she knows. Claire met her father only once, in a mall food court. She sat down, said she didn't want to know his name, she just wanted to tell him she didn't need him. I think this was season three we learned he was her dad. I'm sure by NOW she knows Jack's her brother, Ghost Christian must have told her.

Posted at 1:32PM on May 9th 2008 by Beth

37. They have a Time travel machine on the island..you wait..it shows up..

Posted at 1:33PM on May 9th 2008 by mitemike

38. Loved this ep! I believe Claire is definitely dead. There were so many scenes that made me chuckle to myself, but my favorite had to be when Hurley and Ben shared the candy bar!

Posted at 2:11PM on May 9th 2008 by Melissa

39. Where's the LostDiary.com?? Are you not doing that anymore? Daniel are you still covering and that's why?

Posted at 1:38PM on May 9th 2008 by mjn

40. Daniel,

I can't tell you how much I love your recaps. I actually watch the episodes and think what you might write in mind. You're actually the first place I come to the morning after LOST and pretty spot on with your observations. I too simply have no clue what is going on now and am just going for the ride.

I loved the episode too. I think Claire needs to part with Aaorn so that Aaron can find the Island again once they get off and it gets moved. That or she's really dead. There is an awesome "theory" over at docarzt.com where someone wrote about how the Dali Lama is chosen and it appears that Locke had a similar test before him.

Posted at 2:55PM on May 9th 2008 by downthehatch

41. I was so happy with this week's episode. This is what "Lost" is all about; television at its finest. I felt like I was having a reunion with the show I fell in love with and that had been letting me down as of late. I'm so glad the magic isn't gone! Now what the hell is going on with Claire? That scene gave me goosebumps...

Posted at 1:38PM on May 9th 2008 by Sperpis

42. I agree it was a great, great episode. Also agree with LosFan26 n Mia about Locke as a kid with the drawing and about Claire. How crazy that she is sitting there like nothing. And Richard AHHHHHH he freaks me out too sometimes as well and then Abaddon, man CRAZY episode. Loved it though just freaking loved it. Episodes like the one from last nite is the reason I love this show n watch it every Thurs. I can't too see what happens next week.

Thanks for this Daniel, you refresh my memory and make me ask more questions after reading.

Posted at 1:40PM on May 9th 2008 by SS

43. Yeah, what about the whole thing with the Dr. the message on the boat said he washed up dead days ago, yet just gets killed last night....Wooooooooooooo

Posted at 2:21PM on May 12th 2008 by kimmi

44. The thing with Claire TOTALLY creeped me out. No way a mom alive would be so completely relaxed and cool without her baby. Maybe she is dead.

Also - now makes sense to me that future Jack flies his "golden ticket" all over the world hoping to crash - because he doesn't know where they moved the d@mn island to!!!

I give this ep an A+ for sure.

Posted at 1:53PM on May 9th 2008 by One4Travel

45. I thought there was a "proverbial" box on the island that could bring people to and from it? How did Locke's supposed father get to the island? If locke's dad is twice the age of his mother, then I don't think kidney stealing papa is Johns real dad! Why doesn't Richard age? If Richard is one of the islands original inhabitants maybe they had a boat. Thats how he gets on and off the island, then Dharma came with a sub?

Posted at 1:55PM on May 9th 2008 by sammi

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