The "Lost" Diary -- Cabin Fever

LostHey, Daniel from TMZ here -- welcome to another edition of the "Lost" Diary.

I've had a really hard time writing this part of the Diary and I think that goes back to the fact that I have had a hard time putting my finger on this season. Flashforwards are unpredictable, the Losties are spread out in many different places, the Freighter is looming and Jacob is hanging over my head worse than final exams. I don't think I have had less of a clue of what is going to happen from week to week than I do now.

For all you "Lost" Diary newbies, here's how it goes: I gather with a group of friends watching "Lost," writing what happens on the show as it happens, and throwing in my two cents along the way. For the third week in a row, I am flying solo tonight -- I just can't stay up late enough to watch it with a whole group of people.

10:02 -- My clock says 10:02, but I think "Grey's Anatomy" is still on. I don't think I can handle Locke with McNickname.

10:03 -- "His name is John!" -- Locke's mom

10:04 -- Three minutes into the show and we have our first Locke/Ben scene. As far as I am concerned, that's a good sign for a good episode.

10:05 -- We're back on the freighter and frankly it's about time. Whatever happened with Michael?

10:06 -- As to be expected, Michael is chained to a pipe in a room. Seems like he got off easy ... til now.

10:07 -- Keamy pulled the trigger, there were bullets in the gun, but the gun didn't fire. Just saying.

10:12 -- Locke encounters Horace in the woods, building a cabin. You might remember Horace as the guy who was there when Ben was born, helped Ben's dad get a job with Dharma, and there was one other thing. What was it? Oh yeah -- he died in the Purge!!!

10:13 -- And he's completely aware of the fact he's dead. And now we know the Purge was 12 years ago.

10:14 -- "Godspeed, John." -- Horace. And it was all a dream. Yeah, right.

10:15 -- "I used to have dreams." -- Ben

10:16 -- A fairly innocuous scene about how even when Locke was in an incubator people treated him like crap has just been kicked up a gazillion notches because RICHARD WAS THERE!!! So many questions ...

10:17 -- "He did it." Locke explaining the Purge to Hurley. There's something about a mass grave that rubs me the wrong way. I just can't put my finger on it.

10:21 -- "Mind if I show you a couple of neat things?" -- Richard to Locke. I am pretty sure that's a line preferred by some of the finest pedophiles in all the land.

10:24 -- I stand by belief that any scene of "Lost" over two minutes is just phenomenal. This one was no exception. I wonder what those items mean in the grand scheme of things? The vial of sand could relate to the sand around Jacob's cabin. Not sure if I get the compass yet. Oh, and I'll have a theory about Alpert/Dharma later on.

10:25 -- Though I am willing to bet Locke will find the compass on Horace's body.

10:26 -- Nope, he just found cabin blueprints instead. Not sure how that helps.

10:27 -- So Keamy's a d**k, right? Anyway, he's picked up the secondary objective and he says that in it, Widmore explains where Ben is headed. Does Widmore know where the cabin is? How could he?

10:28 -- The captain, who seems on the level, now wants to help Sayid and Desmond. Next time Keamy leaves for the island, the captain should just sail off. That's what I'd do.

10:33 -- Every time Locke and Ben talk lately, I can't decide if Ben likes Locke or hates him. On the one hand, it's like Locke is now Jacob's new favorite and he's jealous. On the other, he sees Locke as being the person who can save him and island.

10:34 -- It's high school now and life still sucks for John Locke. Dr. Alpert has eye on Locke, but his guidance counselor keeps telling him what he can't be. What are the odds this scene ends with John saying, "Don't tell me what I can't do"?

10:35 -- "Don't tell me what I can't do!" -- Locke. Too easy.

10:36 -- What the hell are they strapping to Keamy? Prediction: Lawnmower Man takes one for the team and crashes that helicopter into a mountain or something.

10:37 -- With everything that has gone on, would you want to ride that little dinky boat back to the island? I'd take my chances on the freighter.

10:42 -- "Destiny is a fickle bitch." -- Ben. Someone has lost their mojo, big time.

10:43 -- "Cabin." -- Hurley

10:44 -- Giant leap forward in our flashback and Locke is in rehab. And the voice of that nurse can't get past me (thank you, "The Wire") -- it's Abaddon, the guy who visited Hurley in the mental ward and recruited all the Freighter people. Creepy.

10:45 -- "You need to go on a Walkabout." -- Abaddon to Locke

10:46 -- "When you're ready, Mr. Locke, you'll listen to what I'm saying. And then, when you and me run into each other again, you'll owe me one." -- Abaddon to Locke

10:49 -- After a tense stand-off on the boat, and the morse code message coming true, Lawnmower Man is going to fly Keamy and company back to the island. I stand by my prediction -- they never make it.

10:52 -- Back on the beach Jack has recovered nicely and everyone has gathered on the shore to watch the helicopter. I can't wait to see the look on their faces when it explodes.

10:53 -- Nope. Instead, Lawnmower Man throws them a sat phone so they can find Keamy. I like my idea better.

10:54 -- Hurley and Ben are passing on going into the cabin.

10:55 -- And do you know whose voice that is? It's Christian Shephard, but he says he ain't Jacob -- just his publicist.

10:56 -- CLAIRE!!!!!

10:57 -- "How do I save the island?" -- Locke

10:58 -- Great little scene between Hurley and Ben. Candy bars, bringing fat people and mass murders together for generations.

10:59 -- "He wants us to move the island." -- Locke. Sounds reasonable enough.

Everyone watches TV for a different reason. Me, I can't stand shows that wrap up their show in a neat little bow every week and solve the murder and everyone is happy. I like long-reaching story lines that last for awhile. I want my television to make me work a little bit.

At its best, "Lost" is that show (and then some). What I loved most about tonight's episode is that it focused entirely on the mythology of the show. Seeing Richard and Abaddon in Locke's flashbacks was awesome. Watching Locke and company search for the cabin was fantastic. This is the kind of episode I enjoy.

Thus, I am giving tonight's ep an A -- watching Ben react to Locke's journey tonight was fascinating. Seeing Richard again gave me goosebumps. I hope every episode from here on out focuses on the same kinds of things that tonight's did.

Here's my thing with Richard tonight (besides the fact he seemingly never ages). He was off the island. We have been told the submarine is the only way on and off the island, but Locke was a baby some 45 years ago and the Purge only happened 12 years ago. Didn't Dharma arrive on the island in the 70s? So shouldn't Richard not have had access to the sub yet? Is this proof there is another way off the island? Or am I missing something?

Anyway, here is my question to you this week -- Are you like me in that the more an episode of "Lost" delves into the mythology of the show, the better it is?

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76. did anyone realize that the science camp the teacher wanted Locke to attend was the same place Juliet was working at when she was recruited to the island by Richard??????????

Posted at 4:48PM on May 9th 2008 by loxi

77. I think there is another way off the island. Remember a couple of episodes ago when Ben's cabin is under attack and he goes into his secret annex and there is some sort of cave/closet in there? Well then he suddenly shows up in tunisia. I think that cave/closet helps him travel to the future to other locations. Maybe there are other places on the planet that can teleport you back to the island.

Posted at 6:17PM on May 9th 2008 by alwaysLOST

78. i think the compass has to do w/ the fact that the island is in the whole time continuence and you have to follow the exact degrees to reach the island or you can't find it.....and so since john was "meant" for the island he would be carrying the compass w/ him, just a thought and he has carried it since the first episode

Posted at 5:36PM on May 9th 2008 by brandy

79. Ooops my bad. The Island exsists in 1996 not 1976. I keep making that mistake. Richard by the way can travel to the future and the past using the time machine Dharma accidently created. That's why he never ages. He travel back in time to (seeing Locke) to affect the future.

Posted at 5:30PM on May 9th 2008 by Shauna

80. 1996 not 1976

Posted at 5:31PM on May 9th 2008 by cooleen

81. There are 2 islands. Didn't that come out when Ben let Kate and Sawyer leave so that Jack would do the surgery on him? That was the only reference that I can recall, but there may be some significance to it.
I remember in the 1st ep, I think, when Claire was getting her palm read and the fortuneteller freaked out,and then that guy warned her not to let the baby be adopted, yet she was on the plane going to LA to place him with an adopted family. Aarons got some kind of power or relevance to the storyline.
The whole time travel concept really explains a lot. Honestly, I can't imagine how the writers can keep all the threads of the plots woven together. I'd love to be a fly on the wall at a writer's brainstorming meeting. Either they have David Lynch writing for them or they're all on acid or something. The show rocks.

Posted at 5:37PM on May 9th 2008 by cammyv

82. Confused??
The scene with John as a small boy in the house: there was a girl older than him that tossed the board game he was playing as the man came to the door. The mom (an older version of Emily) took the girl and a smaller boy away while John was quizzed about the objects. OK...so WHO is the older girl? Because we know she had John while she was young in High School and not married. So can some please explain how she has an on older kid too? Plus it cant be the same Emily as Ben's mom because we see her with a girl, John & a small child and she is clearly still alive. But Ben's mother died in child birth.
Thoughts....I am confused but LOVE this show.
The Horace scene where the tree keeps getting chopped is great-eerie but great !

Posted at 5:58PM on May 9th 2008 by Annie

83. I like the time loop theory but I don't think it's exactly right. It doesn't explain how Walt ages, which he does significantly, on the island. The "box" underneath Ben's house that will make anything appear was just a ruse for Locke. Ben knew he would want his father there, that's why his father described being kidnapped, Ben had his father there down there until he needed him to use against Locke. I also think Christian is the walking dead (claire's dead too) Remember Jack DID find the empty casket in the caves in season 1. We all just thought he was hallucinating, which he kinda is but kinda isn't. I do agree with whomever posted the comment about the Oceanic 6 being the only people Syiad (sp?) could fit on his raft before the island "moved". Then they couldn't go back or find it. And I LOVE the verbal one-upping between Locke and Ben. They go back and forth (like in the "tricking" Hurley scene) until one of them just scowls and they change scenes. That is exactly what makes me think they are brothers, like a Cain and Abel, good and evil, ben tried to kill locke. I also think Richard and Abaddon work for Ben, not the island, only because if they were connected so much with the island, wouldn't ben be going to them for advice as to what the island wants? Actually, has anyone seen Ben and Abaddon in the same scene together/ If not I would venture to say that Abaddon is Jacob or at least some manifestation of the island. He has that aura. Good casting.

Posted at 6:11PM on May 9th 2008 by Danielle

84. Abbadon.....Scared the (place where he comes from) out of me. If it good against evil, he's uh, not the good.
The ever youthful, Richard, was not to happy with John. (should have picked the baseball glove)
Creepy Keamy's vial, strapped to his arm, maybe he graduated from Al Qaeda University.
Christian, speaking for Jacob, yeah OK, Clearly Calmly Claire, DEAD, expected. Hurley and Benny Boy sharing a Dharma Candy Bar, Priceless.

Posted at 6:18PM on May 9th 2008 by cin1003

85. #29 Jen and #35 Beth - also, when sawyer had woken up and asked the asian dude from the freighter (and x-men), he said that she walked off with a man she called dad - so that adds to the fact that yes, she knows christian is her father ... but we also know that asian dude from freighter can communicate with dead people; so are claire and dad really dead? is locke dead for that matter (from when john shot him) which is why he can see them? remember how hurley in a flash forward said that 'everyone's dead'?!?! hmmm, never run out of questions LOL

Posted at 6:48PM on May 9th 2008 by jw

86. #79 shauna - EXCELLENT - great explanation!

Posted at 6:51PM on May 9th 2008 by jw

87. There are some great theories on here. One comment about Abbadon, I think he is connected with Whidmore. Remember the future scene with Hurley when he angrily confronts him about survivors on the island? If he wasn't always connected to Whidmore, it seems like he is in the future. Also, if I remember correctly, wasn't he the boss that sent Naomi and crew out on the ship in the first place?
Maybe Richard and Abbadon are rivals, on different sides. Richard is such a cool character. I love that they only show him every couple of episodes. It's like we get reintroduced to him each time and he is becoming more interesting. Can't wait for next week.

Posted at 7:08PM on May 9th 2008 by LoveLost

88. To 85: Walt ages because he is a real boy and the fictional tv show can't stop him from growing up.

Posted at 7:14PM on May 9th 2008 by brah

89. Haha, that's what my fiancee said. I said Lost is better than that.

Posted at 7:29PM on May 9th 2008 by Danielle

90. I agree with you Daniel - the shows are better when they deal with the island mythology. This ep opened up a whole lot of possibilties and posed even more questions. I like some of the ideas and comments here. I think though that Ben and Locke having a mother named Emily is just a coincidence - after all Ben's mother died in childbirth, and Locke's mother was still alive in a flashback he had in Season 1 - the one where he met his father and donated a kidney. Wasn't Locke living with a foster or adoptive family, so that would explain why there are other kids (esp an older girl), like one commentor was asking. I was wondering if anyone else picked up on the fact that the doctor was found dead and washed up on shore, but Sayid left before the doctor was killed. So how come Sayid didn't make it to the island sooner than the doctor. Or for that matter, wouldn't a boat or helicopter make it to the island before a floating body would? Or is this another time loop/warp thing? And yes, when Keamy picked up the folder from the safe it definitely had a Dharma logo on it, so that confirms my theory that Widmore was in charge of the Dharma initiative.

I also wondered what Christian meant when he said baby Aaron was where he was supposed to be. Did he mean on the island? or more specifically with Sawyer? Is Aaron special like Walt is special? And now we find out that Locke was special too. I also noticed that the brochure the high school guidance counsellor showed Locke was the same place in Portland where Juliette was recruited.

I am looking forward to finding out more about Richard's character - it was shock to see him standing outside the nursery when baby John was ready to come out of the incubatore. The nurses comment to John's grandmother - is that the father? really had me wondering if he was really John's father or not. I too think that he is time-travelling which is why it doesn't look like he's aged at all. Hope that last 3 eps of the season are as great as this week's ep!

Posted at 9:16PM on May 9th 2008 by Lucy

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