David Carradine -- Suicidal Tendencies

David CarradineIt's become painfully clear that David Carradine had wrestled with suicidal thoughts long before this morning's tragedy.

In a 2004 interview dug up by the Telegraph Newspaper, the 72-year-old actor revealed that he once considered shooting himself, saying: "Look, there was a period in my life when I had a single action Colt 45, loaded, in my desk drawer.

And every night I'd take it out and think about blowing my head off, and then decide not to and go on with my life. Put it back in the drawer and open up the laptop and continue writing my autobiography or whatever. But it was just to see."


But there's more -- Carradine, who was also a musician, released a song on his website called Big Mack Truck, about a man who considers ending his life by walking into traffic. Here are some of the lyrics:

Does anyone know where I'm going ... does anyone here really care?

David Carradine: Click to listenIf I walk myself on a highway ... would that big mac truck be there?

Big mack truck .. big mack truck ... bearin' down on me.

Big mack truck on a highway .. oh say can you see ... can you see ... can you see?




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16. Oh man, the conspiracy nuts can't take a break! Sept. 11 2001 was a government conspiracy? And now this? I liked his movies and I'm sure he was an affable guy. But It looks like he thought about suicide -- openly. That's a teller. RIP.

Posted at 12:30PM on Jun 4th 2009 by Zinzo

17. Idiots, publishing that he wanted to die by jumping in front of a truck, do you have any idea of how many idiots will see this and do it....we had one do it to us as we passed through AZ, let me tell you not only did he take himself out, but he almost took the family in the truck that hit him and tried to miss him and got us too...we were left on two wheels, thank god my hubs knew how to drive or we wouldn't be here! Now take your stupid story down before you give to many people ideas and they destroy more than themselves!!!!!

Posted at 12:57PM on Jun 4th 2009 by sereptaann

18. @OsamaIsDead:
Why do you say Thailand isn't safe for Americans? Thailand and the US fought together in many wars, and Thais have always had a soft spot for all things American. Do you have Thailand confused with some other country?

But this story has a ring of truth. David Carradine always lived by his own rules. Suicide or not, he will not be forgotten by a generation raised on Kwai Chang Caine's philosophy.

Posted at 8:39AM on Jun 6th 2009 by Wayne Gumm

19. ??

I write tons of dark words. they're just dark moments. doesn't mean suicide. his lyrics should not be brought up until more is known on his death.

just sayin'...

Posted at 12:36PM on Jun 4th 2009 by loveygoo

20. David Carradine, star of the 1970s television series "Kung Fu." has been found dead in a Bangkok hotel room. For more on this breaking story ...
Read more and see a movie about his life here: David Carradine-film

Posted at 1:48PM on Jun 4th 2009 by blac

21. This needs to be investigated...
qwertymind wrote:
Thursday, 4 June 2009 at 04:33 pm (UTC)
In Bangkok... A rich, famous American actor working on a picture ends himself with a window curtain rope? Not likely. Lots of shady business in Thailand, different pleasures and different pains. If this is the "real danger" in working in Thailand, maybe the movie studios don't have to be there. This whole thing just sounds creepy.

Posted at 12:32AM on Jun 5th 2009 by qwertymind

22. This needs to be investigated...
qwertymind wrote:
Thursday, 4 June 2009 at 04:33 pm (UTC)
In Bangkok... A rich, famous American actor working on a picture ends himself with a window curtain rope? Not likely. Lots of shady business in Thailand, different pleasures and different pains. If this is the "real danger" in working in Thailand, maybe the movie studios don't have to be there. This whole thing just sounds creepy.

Posted at 1:22PM on Jun 4th 2009 by qwertymind

23. This needs to be investigated...
qwertymind wrote:
Thursday, 4 June 2009 at 04:33 pm (UTC)
In Bangkok... A rich, famous American actor working on a picture ends himself with a window curtain rope? Not likely. Lots of shady business in Thailand, different pleasures and different pains. If this is the "real danger" in working in Thailand, maybe the movie studios don't have to be there. This whole thing just sounds creepy.

Posted at 1:22PM on Jun 4th 2009 by qwertymind

24. Typical TMZ cruelty; no matter what happened- it is still a tragedy. How old are the reporters here, if I am sol bold to call you that? How much money do you make for posting filth and assume people will take it at face value? You're not journalists that is for sure. As for inappropriate comments, you might want to look in the mirror or delete the spammers already posted, talk about hypocrisy.

Posted at 1:01PM on Jun 4th 2009 by SLW

25. This needs to be investigated...
qwertymind wrote:
Thursday, 4 June 2009 at 04:33 pm (UTC)
In Bangkok... A rich, famous American actor working on a picture ends himself with a window curtain rope? Not likely. Lots of shady business in Thailand, different pleasures and different pains. If this is the "real danger" in working in Thailand, maybe the movie studios don't have to be there. This whole thing just sounds creepy.

Posted at 1:07PM on Jun 4th 2009 by qwertymind

26. I think this is verry weird ,in a closset? and then a rope around his neck and body? i think he is murdered.

Posted at 1:03PM on Jun 4th 2009 by bad thought

27. Someone must have taken his pic with little boyz. I bet Satan is giving him a karate chop up the bum

Posted at 1:03PM on Jun 4th 2009 by John

28. 16. Idiots, publishing that he wanted to die by jumping in front of a truck, do you have any idea of how many idiots will see this and do it....we had one do it to us as we passed through AZ, let me tell you not only did he take himself out, but he almost took the family in the truck that hit him and tried to miss him and got us too...we were left on two wheels, thank god my hubs knew how to drive or we wouldn't be here! Now take your stupid story down before you give to many people ideas and they destroy more than themselves!!!!!

Posted at 12:57PM on Jun 4th 2009 by sereptaann

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You desperately need some anti-psychotic meds...you are nutty. I hope you don't have kids, you are unfit and dangerous.

Posted at 1:09PM on Jun 4th 2009 by Rev

29. It's not safe in Thailand, especially for "rich" foreigners looking for a "good" time while acting in a movie or any other "business". A prostitute may have gone too far, or maybe an extortion attempt by a jon & a hoar. Those "hotel" security camera tapes will vanish fairly quickly.

Posted at 1:24PM on Jun 4th 2009 by Pat

30. Why is it such a shock that someone kills themselves? Everyone acts like they knew him personally so therefore there was no way he could've killed himself. I think the general public doesn't get the pressures that are put on celebrities, whether they bring it on themselves or via the media. Nobody on this forum knew him. It doesn't really matter to me how he died. Obviously, fame and fortune don't buy happiness yet no one seems to get that. In the end, he's just a person like you and me.

Posted at 1:25PM on Jun 4th 2009 by buddycow

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