Our TV Shows

Got a Tip?

Call TMZ at (888) 847-9869 or Click Here

Conrad Murray

I Want to Commit Suicide

11/15/2011 11:00 AM PST BY TMZ STAFF

dr conrad murray
Dr. Conrad Murray has been telling people who have visited him in jail ... he no longer has the will to live and he wants to kill himself.

We're told Murray cannot cope with the fact that he was found guilty of involuntary manslaughter, and even though his lawyers told him he needed to be prepared for the possibility of a guilty verdict, it never computed with him.

Sources tell us, Murray has told various people he wanted to kill himself, including baby mama Nicole Alvarez, his bodyguard Jeff and his lawyers.  He's told all of them he's lost his will to live.

We've also learned Murray remains in the medical ward at L.A. County Jail, which is where he's been for more than a week. 

Sources directly connected with Murray tell us he has no physical ailments and he is there because he's on suicide watch. 

Steve Whitmore, the spokesperson for the L.A. County Sheriff's Dept., tells TMZ they will not comment on why Murray has been in the medical ward, adding, "A person's medical or mental health status in the Los Angeles County Jail is protected under the law."


No Avatar

| 1 | 2 | 3 | 4 | 5 | 6 | 7 | Most Recent | Next 15 Comments


As long as we can somehow find a way for him to be Kim Kardashian's doctor BEFORE he kills HIMSELF...I have no problem with his wishes.

1075 days ago


So quit your yapping, Murray, and just do it already!

1075 days ago





I Hear Propofol Does A Pretty Good Job!




1075 days ago


Maybe they've got him on Propofol.

1075 days ago

St James III    

AWWW DRY UP CONRAD!!!!!!! You aint even gonna do any real time!! GTFOH!!! Take your L like a man!!! Can't stand a mofo that can't take a L with some dignity like a man.

1075 days ago


So put your words into action. Bye!

1075 days ago


He could always try to drown himself in the toilet. Who knows, he may even find his career in there.

1075 days ago

James R. - Los Angeles    

I know where you can get Propofol, but It'll cost ya!

1075 days ago


Just piling up that body count, aren't we?

1075 days ago


I'm guessing the source here is one of Murray's lawyers & this is really an attempt to sway the judge to not sentence him to prison.

1075 days ago


If he's really serious, he shouldnt tell anybody. Just do it. Seems like he's just looking for sympathy

1075 days ago


No, no, no. He can pay for his crime and pay his debt to society by serving his sentence (which sounds like won't be much) and giving up his medical license, but he can still go on to prosper in other ways and do good for other people. His life is not over. Just a new life now. He did a horrible thing, but that does not necessarily mean he is a horrible person. I am sure he has some redeeming, good qualities he can use.

1075 days ago


More reasons why he shouldn't have seven kids. What a disgrace he is. He actually thought people would buy into his phony religiosity. He should get a double sentence just for being stupid. His girlfriends will all have to go back to the stripper poles.

1075 days ago


I could be wrong about this, but I think I may have gout.

1075 days ago

this is stoopid    

This is EXACTLY what Michael Jackson wanted!!! MJ was all about exacting vengeance! Especially considering MJ was the one that demanded Murray give him propofol. Its a win, win situation!

1075 days ago
| 1 | 2 | 3 | 4 | 5 | 6 | 7 | Most Recent | Next 15 Comments

Around The Web