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Conrad Murray

I Want to Commit Suicide

11/15/2011 11:00 AM PST BY TMZ STAFF

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Dr. Conrad Murray has been telling people who have visited him in jail ... he no longer has the will to live and he wants to kill himself.

We're told Murray cannot cope with the fact that he was found guilty of involuntary manslaughter, and even though his lawyers told him he needed to be prepared for the possibility of a guilty verdict, it never computed with him.

Sources tell us, Murray has told various people he wanted to kill himself, including baby mama Nicole Alvarez, his bodyguard Jeff and his lawyers.  He's told all of them he's lost his will to live.

We've also learned Murray remains in the medical ward at L.A. County Jail, which is where he's been for more than a week. 

Sources directly connected with Murray tell us he has no physical ailments and he is there because he's on suicide watch. 

Steve Whitmore, the spokesperson for the L.A. County Sheriff's Dept., tells TMZ they will not comment on why Murray has been in the medical ward, adding, "A person's medical or mental health status in the Los Angeles County Jail is protected under the law."


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He has killed one of the most famous people in the world. He will have his medical license taken away and won't be able to practice. He has how many baby mamas and kids to feed?? I don't blame him for wanting to check out. Thats what happens when you make some really BAD decisions in life! Too bad jerk, do the crime, do the time!

1043 days ago


I am so sick of people wanting to weasle out of their responsibilities to the rest of society, their families and to God. You're supposed to do the right thing and in this case that means pay your penance. Like when George Clooney said he contemplated suicide...really? Give me a break. All these spoiled, selfish jerks who think they can give up when it gets tough. Can't cope. Shut up. You have family who needs you even in jail.

1043 days ago

Deb Montgomery    

Murray should drink himself some "Milk"

1043 days ago


Fckin' *****, stop cryin' and commit suicide then!! Hell if in your defense suicide was good enough for MJ it's good enough for you!!

1043 days ago


I loved seen most people feel like I do. Murray can hung himself...I don't give a s___t.
As a matte of fact he would do me a favor if he moves on to another spiritual level ahahahahah

Thank to each person who posted something so true here...hidding what we feel is not something I do.

I wish Murray will finally equal what he did and die.
He seems to be good at taking others life but not so good at taking his own...what a dumb ass.

1043 days ago

john wayne gacy    

woman please;

dr. murder will do less then 20 months
in a club fed type of facility here in cali;

conrat will be able to practice medicine
again in texas within a year after his release.

at the end of the day, dr. death was
an escape goat for the situation.

conrat murder was just
paid for his license.

if anybody needs to be blamed for the death of this overzealous
eccentric star, it should be dr. steven hoefflin in santa monica.

it was hoefflin, who took care of mj outside of a medical facility,
that warrant the use of prohibitive drugs, that would never
have been administered outside a surgical setting.

it is the medical community that needs to be convicted ....

1043 days ago


Its a good way for him to keep himself out of general population. Hes a hated man and his life is safer in medical...and he knows it! sniveling idiot.

1043 days ago

mj is alive dont hate he loves you more    

Forgiveness is the economy of the heart... forgiveness saves the expense of anger, the cost of hatred, the waste of spirits.
Its all for L.O.V.E.

1043 days ago


Make up your mind Harvey. You criticize one man for not taking action against a pedophile and one for taking appropriate action.

1043 days ago


OMG! He is such a pompous, arrogant *******! First, he kills Michael Jackson, now, he wants everyone to feel sorry for him. F*ck him. Put his ass in general population with the rest of the inmates. He wants to die so bad, the other inmates would be happy to oblige, I'm sure. And that may sound cruel, but damnit, he's still here. Michael isn't. Michael's family is missing him, they can't see him anymore, his kids no longer have a father. Choke on that Dr. Murray!!!

1043 days ago


Don't commit suicide. It's not your fault he was a drug addict. Your fault was that you should have limited his ability to control what you did at any given time. You should have resigned when you knew he would control your actions in regards to his drugs. I think you just liked the money too much.

1043 days ago

mj is alive dont hate he loves you more    


1043 days ago


go to a bedroom ,start an iv, give propofol , then go to sleep you jerk.

1043 days ago


Suicide: A permanent fix to a temporary problem. MAN UP!!!

1043 days ago


You could've said "NO", Connie -
You could've said "NO".

1043 days ago
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