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Dr. Conrad Murray

How DARE You Judge Me

6/25/2012 1:00 AM PDT BY TMZ STAFF

It's the Conrad Murray video you were never meant to see -- a secret, emotional recording made days after Michael Jackson died ... in which Murray lies through his teeth about his relationship with the singer, blasts the public for blaming him for MJ's death, and even says he's a victim of MJ's deceptions.

The video -- which was never released -- was shot the very same day Murray recorded the infamous "Do not worry" clip he released in August 2009 ... his first address to the public after investigators named him as a suspect.

In this clip, Murray appears much more emotional -- with tears in his eyes, ranging from sadness to anger -- saying, "I can find no words satisfactory to summarize my affection for Michael."

He then proceeds to tell a bald-faced lie -- saying, "Despite our relationships and conversations, I am now made aware through recent media reporting that he failed to share with me any problems involving his alleged addictions with medications."

It later came out during his manslaughter trial ... Murray was intimately familiar with MJ's drug addictions -- and claimed to use drugs as a means to ween Michael off Propofol.

Later in the video, Murray gets aggressive -- saying, "No man, no woman, with the exception of innocent child, is absolutely free of hidden skeletons."

He continues, "Therefore, next time you look in the mirror, before passing judgment or condemning someone, take a good look at yourself, and if you're not 100% sure that when scrutinized no faults can be found, then you may have earned that right to criticize."

Sources close to Murray tell TMZ, Connie's lawyers eventually decided to bury the video because they felt it could only hurt him.

You gotta hear Murray's tone and anger in the video.

FYI -- today marks the 3-year anniversary of Michael Jackson's death.



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848 days ago


RIP Michael Jackson and rot in hell Conrad Murray.

848 days ago


Just goes to show you that everything you see, hear and read in the media is managed public relations bull doodoo. Makes me sick how fake the media is.

848 days ago

Freedom Rose    

So Sandusky is waiting for sentencing. I have a suggestion to the judge - free doctor Murray and let him get rid of Sandusky.

On 2nd thought, no, MJ died too quick and too painlessly. He should have suffered a long slow died rotting in isolation. Good God, sometimes you too play favorite, don't you? How could MJ get away each time so easily???

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No thanks TMZ. I have absolutely no desire to hear that sociopathic murderer speak ever again. I'm glad he's rotting in jail where he belongs. Three years ago today the world lost a great humanitarian, an amazing talent, and a very special man. Gone too soon. Love and miss you forever MJ.

848 days ago


RIP Mike and anyone that has anything negative to say, well say it and show your true ignorance.

848 days ago

Silverado Mom    


848 days ago


Michael, may your soul finally be at rest.<3 I'M TIRED OF HEARING ABOUT CONRAD MURAY -.-

848 days ago

What I Think    

Happy National Pedophile Day.

848 days ago


This quack os right where he should be in prison..
He murdered MJ and he needs to accept his actions that if he never brought that one drug into the house MJ mau be alive today.

848 days ago

What I Think    

"How dare you judge me."
--Conrad Murray

"How dare you judge Michael Jackson."
--The Rabids

Sound familiar???

848 days ago

mj fan forever    

At murderer's trial came out that Michael Jackson had NO addiction, as results from the autopsy report and it was just CONFIRMED!!!!
The only sight of that murderer, absolute failure as a human being is sickening and I've no will to hear that disgusting horrendous MURDERER who must only rot in hell and that's the only thing he deserves aside from rotting in jail!!!!!

Michael Jackson will be forever LOVED and MISSED enormously from billions of fans around the globe!!!!

That revolting murderer will forever be a murderer who must be judged but the last judgment must come from God who with NO doubt will send him to rot in hell as he does deserve for the whole eternity!!!!!!

848 days ago


well, well, well, since MJ's death anniversary is here, let's review some of the more important issues/lessons here:

Pedophiles Can Be Anyone:
Pedophiles can be anyone -- old or young, rich or poor, educated or uneducated, non-professional or professional, and of any race. However, pedophiles often demonstrate similar characteristics, but these are merely indicators and it should not be assumed that individuals with these characteristics are pedophiles. But knowledge of these characteristics coupled with questionable behavior can be used as an alert that someone may be a pedophile.
Characteristics of a Pedophile :
•Often the pedophile is male and over 30 years of age.
•Single or with few friends in his age group.
•If married, the relationship is more "companion" based with no sexual relations.
•He is often vague about time gaps in employment which may indicate a loss in employment for questionable reasons or possible past incarceration.
Pedophiles Like Child-like Activities:
•He is often fascinated with children and child activities appearing to prefer those activities to adult oriented activities.
•He will often refer to children in pure or angelic terms using descriptives like innocent, heavenly, divine, pure, and other words that describe children but seem inappropriate and exaggerated.
•He has hobbies that are child-like such as collecting popular expensive toys, keeping reptiles or exotic pets, or building plane and car models.
Pedophiles Often Prefer Children Close to Puberty:
•Pedophiles often have a specific age of child they target. Some prefer younger children, some older.
•Often his environment or a special room will be decorated in child-like decor and will appeal to the age and sex of the child he is trying to entice.
•Many pedophiles often prefer children close to puberty who are sexually inexperienced, but curious about sex.
Pedophiles Work Around Children:
The pedophile will often be employed in a position that involves daily contact with children. If not employed, he will put himself in a position to do volunteer work with children, often in a supervisory capacity such as sports coaching, contact sport instruction, unsupervised tutoring or a position where he has the opportunity to spend unsupervised time with a child.
The Target Child:
The pedophile often seeks out shy, handicapped, and withdrawn children, or those who come from troubled homes or under privileged homes. He then showers them with attention, gifts, taunting them with trips to desirable places like amusement parks, zoo's, concerts, the beach and other such places.
Manipulation of the Innocent:
Pedophiles work to master their manipulative skills and often unleash them on troubled children by first becoming their friend, building the the child's self esteem. They may refer to the child as special or mature, appealing to their need to be heard and understood then entice them with adult type activities that are often sexual in content such as x-rated movies or pictures. They offer them alcohol or drugs to hamper their ability to resist activities or recall events that occurred.
Stockholm Syndrome :
It is not unusual for the child to develop feelings for the predator and desire their approval and continued acceptance. They will compromise their innate ability to decipher good and bad behavior, ultimately justifying the criminal's bad behavior out of sympathy and concern for the adults welfare. This is often compared to Stockholm Syndrome - when victims become attached emotionally to their captors.
The Single Parent:
Many times pedophiles will develop a close relationship with a single parent in order to get close to their children. Once inside the home, they have many opportunities to manipulate the children -- using guilt, fear, and love to confuse the child. If the child's parent works, it offers the pedophile the private time needed to abuse the child.
Fighting Back:
Pedophiles work hard at stalking their targets and will patiently work to develop relationships with them. It is not uncommon for them to be developing a long list of potential victims at any one time. Many of them believe that what they are doing is not wrong and that having sex with a child is actually "healthy" for the child.
Almost all pedophiles have a collection of pronography, which they protect at all costs. Many of them also collect "souvenirs" from their victims. They rarely discard either their porn or collections for any reason.
One factor that works against the pedophile is that eventually the children will grow up and recall the events that occurred. Often pedophiles are not brought to justice until such time occurs and victims are angered by being victimized and want to protect other children from the same consequences.
Laws such as Megan's Law - a federal law passed in 1996 that authorizes local law enforcement agencies to notify the public about convicted sex offenders living, working or visiting their communities, have helped expose the pedophile and allows parents to better protect their children.
More Resources:
•Frequently Asked Questions About Sexual Abuse
•Helping Victims of Sexual Assault
•Victimization is Increasing
•Reporting Sexual Abuse
Sexual Crimes
•Suspecting Someone of Sexual Abuse
•Child Victims and Court
•Talking About the Abuse

848 days ago


"with tears in his eyes", Micheal's money in his wallet and Propofol in his injection, Dr. Lazarus strikes back, again.

"much more emotional" his is talking to a ... camera! WTF!
Yes, this guy is a real pro, at least when it comes to public relations and talking to cameras.

I would love to see him whining when they give him lethal injection for the death penalty...

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