Amanda Bynes 'She's the Man' Caused Severe Depression ... I Didn't Like Me As A Boy
Amanda Bynes is opening up about her past issues with drugs, acceptance and a deep battle with depression brought on by one of her most famous movie roles.
Bynes starred in "She's The Man" back in 2006, playing a teen girl who dressed like a boy, pretending to be her brother. Amanda sported short hair and sideburns for the role, and the film grabbed a ton of attention.
In a new interview with PAPER -- Amanda's first in a long time -- she reveals the movie left her in a deep depression, saying, "When the movie came out and I saw it ... I didn't like how I looked when I was a boy." She called seeing herself in the role a "super strange and out-of-body experience. It just really put me into a funk."
Bynes shares she's been sober for the last 4 years and blames a lot of her past issues -- including her infamous tweet where she said she wanted Drake to "murder my vagina" -- on drugs.
TMZ broke a number of stories about the tragedy of mental illness that Amanda was coping with for years. As we reported, she was diagnosed with schizophrenia and bipolar disorder and was in and out facilities and trouble for years. She had times of lucidity and would then lapse back into a dark place.
Amanda remains under a conservatorship that started in 2014, and was recently extended until at least 2020. Her parents, who were her conservators, tried to help her but handed the conservatorship off to a mental health professional.
She's currently a student the Fashion Institute of Design & Merchandising in L.A. -- but says she'd eventually like to get back into acting if the opportunity presents itself.
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Heather Locklear Psychiatric Hold Extended 2 Weeks
Heather Locklear's mandatory psychiatric hold has been extended for further evaluation ... and the actress could be there for up to two weeks.
Sources close to Locklear tell us she was placed on a psychiatric hold Wednesday that was originally only supposed to last for 3 days. We're told doctors realized Locklear needed additional treatment past the mandatory time frame and got an additional 2 weeks.
Our sources say Locklear will likely get out sooner than the 2 weeks, and the plan is for her to enter a facility for more long-term treatment.
There is, however, a bit of conflict -- we're told Heather wants to remain at home ... and not check into another facility -- and the ultimate decision will be hers to make.
As we reported ... it was just over a week ago EMTs were called to Locklear's home after her attorney and therapist determined she needed help desperately.
She was hospitalized and later released, but clearly, her condition is serious.
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Cardi B Private Jet Makes Emergency Landing ... Sick Pilot on Board
12:27 PM PT -- We've learned Cardi's pilot suffered some serious stomach issues during the flight, causing the emergency landing. The plane was diverted to O'Hare due to a weather-related runway closure at Midway.
Cardi B's private plane made an emergency landing in Chicago ... not because of mechanical issues, but because someone on board needed medical attention ... TMZ has learned.
Sources familiar with the situation tell TMZ ... the jet was traveling from L.A. to NYC either late Sunday night or early Monday morning when Cardi announced that the aircraft made an unscheduled landing in Chicago.
It's unclear who got sick ... but we're told the passenger was not a member of Cardi's crew.
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WWE's Big Show Slams Retirement Talk 'I Gotta Couple Years Left'
WWE superstar Big Show has been destroying people in the ring for 24 years -- but tells TMZ Sports he ain't slowin' down any time soon!!
At 46 years old, Big Show -- real name Paul Wight -- is still going hard ... but people are wondering how much longer he can handle the wear and tear of the job with his 7'0", 400-pound frame.
The good news for wrestling fans -- dude ain't ready to tap out just yet.
"I signed a new deal last year," Big Show told us at Avra in Beverly Hills ... "I gotta couple of years left. I'm having fun."
Show ain't impervious to injury -- he's still recovering from a tweaked hamstring -- but, overall, the guy is in great shape, feels good and wants to keep going.
We also spoke with Show about his long-rumored showdown with Shaquille O'Neal -- and if the two will EVER square off.
Plus, Show tells us why Charlotte Flair might be the biggest BEAST in all of pro wrestling.
Good stuff from a genuine living legend.
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'7th Heaven' Beverley Mitchell Miscarried Twins Earlier This Year
"7th Heaven" star Beverley Mitchell coped with a huge loss earlier this year after miscarrying twins.
Beverley made the stunning announcement with a Thanksgiving Day post on her blog "Growing Up Hollywood." She said she was naturally excited when she found out "a few months back" she was pregnant with twins. But, only a few weeks later, Beverley found out "our new dream of our growing family came crashing down" after learning about the miscarriage.
The 37-year-old actress and mother of 2 said she was puzzled by the experience given she had 2 healthy pregnancies before, but soon realized, after opening up to others, that miscarriages sadly happen.
Beverley encouraged others to open up about their experiences and not suffer in silence. She said it's time "to remove the stigma miscarriages happen," and it's "nothing to be ashamed of."
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LFO Member Brad Fischetti I Know Devin is Now Talking to Jesus
The last LFO member Brad Fischetti delivered an emotional tribute to Devin Lima, tearfully saying he believes his comrade in arms is in a better place.
Brad is now the lone survivor of the group ... this after Devin died Wednesday after a yearlong battle with cancer. The group originally was a trio, but the third member, Rich Cronin, died after a long fight with leukemia.
In the video description on YouTube, Brad wrote that a few days before Devin passed away he told him, "Bro, when it's over, just tell them I disappeared."
TMZ broke the story ... Devin died after battling stage 4 cancer.
The group was super popular in the '90s. Their biggest hit, "Summer Girls," which was released in '99, peaked at #3 on Billboard Hot 100. They also scored with "Girl on TV" and "Every Other Time."
LMO released the song "Perfect 10" last year. They were supposed to go on tour in the spring of 2018, but it was canceled after Devin was diagnosed.
OCTOBER 2017
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Tito Ortiz Rips 'Computer Tough Guys' For Criticizing Liddell Fight
Tito Ortiz is clapping back at the haters killin' him for steppin' back in the cage against Chuck Liddell ... issuing an invitation -- come to my gym and get your ass busted in real life.
TMZ Sports talked to "The Huntington Beach Bad Boy" on Tuesday -- days before battling "The Iceman" for the 3rd time -- and asked him if he had a response to people saying he's too old and washed up to fight.
That's when 43-year-old Ortiz went off ...
"Those people are the guys who sit on the couch and they really don't do nothing," Ortiz told us ... "We call it computer tough guy stuff. Get in the gym and do something and see how hard it is to train."
Matter of fact ... Tito wants to bring in a crap-talkin' fan and see if he can hang in the gym.
"Come join me for a full day of training in my 3 sessions, and try to get through it, and see how slow I am. Or how easy I go. Man, I go and I battle like a beast when I train. I'm vicious."
"When people say I'm old and they feel sorry for us. Don't feel sorry for me. I'm on point. Maybe feel sorry for Chuck for a little bit. I feel sorry for him. That's why I took the fight."
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Skrillex On the Hook for $1.6 Million ... In Fan Lawsuit
Skrillex's definitely breaking a sweat now ... a jury just decided he has to pay a fan over a MILLION bucks in an injury lawsuit.
A jury just awarded Jennifer Fraissl a whopping $4,525,402 in her lawsuit against the DJ, in which she claimed she suffered a stroke after he pulled a stunt at one of his concerts. Skrillex himself was found to be responsible for 35% of the damages awarded by the jury ... roughly $1.6 million.
There's more bad news for Skrillex ... his touring company, Lost Boys, owes an additional $1.8 mil. Jennifer won't be able to collect it all because the jury also found her to be 15% responsible for the incident.
TMZ broke the story ... Fraissl sued the DJ in February 2014 claiming Skrillex leaped off his DJ table while performing at The Belasco Theater in downtown L.A. ... and landed on top of her. By the way, venue got dinged for about $450k of the damages.
Skrillex tells us he's disappointed by the jury's decision, but added, "There is nothing more important to me than my fans and their safety at my shows -- I want them to have fun and enjoy the music."
His attorney, Barry Thompson, isn't taking it that well, saying the evidence "included video proof that [Skrillex] never made physical contact with Ms. Fraissl."
He also threw shade at her health issues -- "Ms. Fraissl's active international travel schedule since her stroke seems unlikely for someone who suffered the type of mental and physical damages she and her attorney claimed."
He says they'll make a decision soon about an appeal.
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French Soccer Star Gets Freaky With Raw Turkey ... For Thanksgiving
Okay, so full disclosure here -- we don't get it. We're not really sure why a French Soccer star just made love to a chicken on his Instagram, but he did ... and we're about to show it to you.
The guy's name is Patrice Evra, and he's an international soccer superstar, who used to play with Manchester United, and now plays with West Ham United F.C.
Not long ago Evra took to his IG and, in full view of his over 5 million followers, made love to raw turkey. He kissed the turkey, he sucked the turkey, he even got a little rough with the turkey, smacking it.
Patrice is pretty infamous for posting bizarre stuff, but none have inspired anything close to the collective WTF that the entire internet is experiencing right now.
BTW -- Evra came back and admitted he's not aware of things like oh, SALMONELLA which, if he isn't lucky, he'll be intimately acquainted with soon.
Happy Thanksgiving.
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LFO's Devin Lima Dead at 41
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LFO singer Devin Lima has died after a yearlong battle with stage 4 cancer ... TMZ has learned.
Devin died early Wednesday morning ... according to a family member.
Devin was half of a duo ... the other half being Brad Fischetti. The group originally was a trio, but the third singer, Rich Cronin, died after a long fight with leukemia.
The boy band was popular in the '90s. Their biggest hit was "Summer Girls" in 1999 which peaked at #3 on Billboard Hot 100. Other hits included "Girl on TV" and "Every Other Time." They recorded 2 albums, "LFO" and "Life is Good." The group released the song, "Perfect 10," in the summer of last year.
LFO planned to do a tour in the spring of 2018, but doctors discovered a football-sized tumor sitting on Devin's adrenal gland and pushing against various organs, including his heart. They removed the tumor and discovered it was malignant, and it turned out to be stage 4 cancer.
The band's publicist, Alaina Bendi, told Billboard in 2017 ... "We were really hoping that if this wasn't cancer that we could actually get Devin back in shape so the guys could be on track to get on tour in February. He needs to focus on his health so, LFO's touring will be canceled indefinitely."
OCTOBER 2017
Devin was 41.
RIP.
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Bob Barker Out of Hospital Home for the Holidays
Bob Barker is out of the hospital and back home recovering just in time for Thanksgiving ... TMZ has learned.
Sources close to the ex-'Price is Right' host tells us Bob was released from Cedars-Sinai Monday -- a day after he was rushed to the ER, and is now resting at his Hollywood Hills home.
We're told he's feeling better after suffering severe back pain this past weekend, but understands the road to full recovery will be long and slow -- especially at his age.
As we first reported ... Bob was taken to the hospital by ambulance Sunday for back pain. It was the second time in 2 months that he was rushed to a facility. He was also transported in October for the same issue -- back problems -- but appeared alert and conscious.
As for how he plans to spend his time at home, we're told Bob will try to get some movement in every day to help his body heal and get stronger. It's unclear if he'll undergo any professional physical therapy.
Just as important though ... our sources say Bob will have family in town for Thanksgiving, who are going to be stopping by for a visit.
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UFC's Rachael Ostovich Pulls Out of Paige VanZant Fight ... After Assault
UFC fighter Rachael Ostovich has officially pulled out of her upcoming fight against Paige VanZant -- citing the brutal injuries she suffered during an attack over the weekend.
TMZ Sports broke the story ... 27-year-old Ostovich was hospitalized after she was assaulted on Hawaii -- and she's been diagnosed with a broken eye socket and other injuries.
Now, her manager has issued a statement explaining that Rachael is simply too hurt to get in the Octagon in January.
"A very unfortunate incident occurred Sunday night with Rachael Ostovich that ended with her suffering a fractured orbital and other injuries," Brian Butler-Au said.
"As a result of these injuries she will not be able to compete in her upcoming bout with Paige VanZant on January 19th."
"Rachael is now home from the hospital with her family and will be going back for further check ups on her orbital."
Butler-Au added, "We would like to thank the UFC for all their support on this matter as well as the fans and media for your concern."
As we previously reported, cops have opened a felony domestic violence investigation into the matter -- but so far, no arrests have been made.
Cops have also not released the name of the suspect.
As for Paige, no word on if she'll still fight in January or who her opponent will be.
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Joe Theismann Couldn't Sleep After Alex Smith Injury ... 'It Got To Me'
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Joe Theismann says he was so shook after watching Alex Smith's brutal leg injury on Sunday, he couldn't sleep that night ... telling TMZ Sports it's brought back some painful memories.
Joe was at FedExField on Sunday when Smith took a hit from J.J. Watt that snapped his fibula and tibia -- a compound fracture where the bone broke through the skin.
Of course, Theismann was on the receiving end of a similar hit back in 1985 when Lawrence Taylor brutalized him on "Monday Night Football" ... causing the same injury.
"It was so surreal yesterday in the stadium," Theismann told the guys on the TMZ Sports TV show ... "to have what happened to Alex on the day it happened to me 33 years ago."
Joe says the similarities between the two are eerie.
"It was I think 166th game for Alex. Mine was 167. Basically, the same place on the field. Heck, I have a nephew named Alex Smith who's 33-years-old ... the whole thing is crazy."
Theismann says for the first time in his life, he couldn't really sleep after watching the injury in person -- saying, " I didn't really think this thing had bothered me as much as it did, and I think it probably got to me a little bit more."
Joe says he considers Smith a friend and plans on reaching out to the QB after giving him some space to deal with the injury.
The big message for Smith -- Theismann says there's light at the end of the tunnel ... so don't give up hope.
Check out the "TMZ Sports" show weeknights on FS1.
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Heather Locklear Placed on Another Psych Hold
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Heather Locklear has been placed on a psychiatric hold again after her therapist determined she was having another mental breakdown ... sources with knowledge tell TMZ.
Heather was at her home Sunday afternoon when her therapist and lawyer realized she desperately needed help. Someone called 911 and EMTs arrived, and Heather was taken to a hospital.
There are reports she assaulted her boyfriend, but our sources say her BF was not there and had not been there for days. We're told this was an ongoing mental health issue that resurfaced over the weekend.
We do not know if alcohol was involved, but no crime was committed. The medical call was simply placed as a health precaution.
Heather recently completed a stint in rehab after being 5150'd several months ago.
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Blac Chyna Buy My New Skin Lightening Cream!
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Blac Chyna is cashing in on a beauty product -- a controversial one -- she says she's been using for skin care ... TMZ has learned.
BC is partnering with Whitenicious by Dencia to roll out something called "Whitenicious X Blac Chyna Diamond Illuminating & Lightening Cream." It goes for $250 per jar, and the jar is studded with Swarovski crystals ... so ya know it's fancy.
The cream is being marketed to men and women of all skin types. Blac Chyna's reps tell TMZ ... BC's been using Whitenicious dark spot corrector for a few years to deal with her hyperpigmentation.
We're told Chyna felt this was a good deal for her because a lot of women of color suffer from skin issues. True enough, however, skin lightening products have also come under fire from critics who think they feed into a European beauty standard ... aka "the lighter the better."
Think baseball great Sammy Sosa.
As we reported, BC is currently getting $0 in child support from Rob Kardashian -- still, she ain't hurting for money, and she's now added an additional revenue stream.
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Travis Scott Meets Fan with Brain Tumor ... Assist From Swizz Beatz
Travis Scott and Swizz Beatz teamed up to grant a fan's wish, setting up a meeting between Travis and the teenager who's been diagnosed with an aggressive brain tumor.
Travis took time out before his "Astroworld" music festival in Houston to meet Alex Pujols ... who is going to require surgery and possibly chemo and radiation too. He was rocking his "Astroworld" hoodie, and had his brother by his side when he got to meet Travis backstage.
Swizz wasn't there, but we're told the mega-producer helped set up the meeting after a close friend heard about Alex's condition.
Alex is getting treatment at Children's Hospital of Philadelphia, and his family decided to travel to Houston before his surgery to check out Travis' concert ... but they had no idea they were in for the huge surprise.
Clearly, Trav and Swizz boosted the superfan's spirits.